Silent Goodnight

The sweet smell of her.
Lips slowly tempt delicate warming skin.
Her neck lays open in trusted vulnerability.

Delicate trembling.
Shivers run along fingers of gentle caress.

Locks of long red hair sweep exposed skin.
Hands caress explored open acceptance.
Hearts race to follow beat.
Warm blushes fall below eyes in fixed gazes.

Moist passes.
Lips ache for passionate embrace.
Embraced rivers of excited flesh.
Secure feelings bond endless moments.
Anticipation unfolds in moments yet born.

Red lips will to intimate partners.
Fingers cradling face in hand.
Passionate steps dance closer in each breath.

Reunite sensual moments of long distant companions.
Silent Goodnight passes each passionate kiss.

Broken Glass

Traveled time

A place never seen

Fidgeting moments passed on first meeting

Shy glances

Tempered answers

Careful questions

Precious moments

Smiles gather sun

Radiant warmth

Treading lightly

First impressions made

Mental pictures broken

Nervous pieces crumble to the floor

Friends born upon broken glass

Head Over Heels

Approaching the hill with disdain, I attack each step as a an epic battle between good and evil. The cracks in the aged and weathered concrete serve only as menacing obstacles for the stiletto heal of my boots. Each scuff, each abrasion a wound unto my own body. This city ravenously consumes the very fashion it gives birth too. The burning in my calves ignites upward like raging fires of the California summer. 3, 8, 15 paces in and my heart explodes into action.  Each breath forced form my lungs races to compensate for the focused battle too halt my momentum.  Gravity is a bitch.

30 paces in to this potential death-march between fashion and the constant reminder that sensible makes god damn good sense sometimes. My feet drop like lead weights ever the wiser of the certain disaster that awaits the unwary fault. Judgment is crucial. But the strain upon my body begins to erect walls of uncaring pain on my joints. The ball of my foot tingling with each step. The numbing little toe belches moments of shear terror and complete numbness with increasingly heavier landings. My thoughts of endless plains of flat padded surface consume what has not given way to disgust and utter discomfort.

My lower back cries for mercy as the top of the hill seems to distance itself from my every approach. Survival and will are all that stand between the pinnacle and defeat. My determination sounded by the cry of never stop moving. To stop is to loose momentum and like a disease unchecked it ravages the body and the mind into absolute failure. I will not stop. Childhood memories of “The Little Train that Could” and an endless supply of energy strike bitter blows at my psyche.  I am a grown woman damn it. I will not let that child inside peel away the layers of my real age only to expose a frail and embattled body.

Metabolic my ass. All I want is to get to the top of this god damn hill. 150 paces in upon this battleground and the wounded and dying grip every muscle fiber of my legs tearing away at the last strongholds of endurance. The crest of the hill suddenly appears. The sight is just enough to break my unflinching gaze upon the concrete river below me. Not time to celebrate. The goal is yet unreached. Seemingly unattainable each trip, rain or shine. Only a few clicks of my heals away from the top now. The lone gunner dodging every landmine to take the hill by force of one. But there will be no heroes in this war save one.

The hill behind me throws my sight over my shoulder like a shot. Quickly surveyed my eyes again focus on the flat pavement within reach. The buttons ripped from their holes in my jacket still struggling to reform default shapes; the slivered eyes of an accomplished hunter. Hair pulled back into a ponytail. Sweat trickling down the small of my back and the crevasse between my breast.  The heat radiates from my neck like a boiler set on full. My senses begin to hone in on a muttled thumping in my chest. Ears pounding with each last step towards the end.

Seconds passed like minutes until… “Oh thank god!” The sound of my own voice even startling to myself.  The left foot is the first to reach the top. A sudden rush of blood courses through my body as if all the pressure had just been released from an imaginary damn. But this was no dream, no passing thought. These lucid moments as I steady the pace upon even ground are deafening all their own. My brain quickly surveys the damage. My lungs begin to fill with oxygen as if they had never breathed fresh air in any prior lifetime. Damn you for being so out of shape. I think to myself. Damn you for wearing those pointy, sexy heels. Who cares how sexy your legs look when you are dead in the middle of the road form a heart attack. Sensibility and reality begin to fade into oblivion again as this fashionable amazon approaches her destination. Mind over matter and this trip is my metal of valor. Yes this hill is bad enough in flats. But I can say this hill has been concurred in heels!

Ode to Zin

Cardinal Zin

Dirty Ol'Zin

Oh my Zin you dark and potent brew,
You coat my pallet with warmth and reddish hue.

My lips do purse to catch the rim,
While your potent payload hides within.

Red and black the colors of your fill,
Aromas of cherry and smoke tugging at my will.

Another sip, another taste your strength becomes my night,
Liquid courage subtle, then strong and delayed in might.

My senses dull and my mind does race,
My sexual desires turn rosy upon my face.

From gnarly old vines a beautiful tale your body does tell,
Sinful old Zin I will adore you forever and even in Hell.


Pessimist: I cannot succeed so I will not try.
Optimist: I will try until I succeed.
Philosopher: Do not attempt to do what you are afraid of. You may succeed.

Blighted Morning

Blighted morning your tepid rain restores no balance

The ping and slap of fallen water pushing the filth in circles upon my window sill

Peering through the gauze of window sheers your streaks and runs distort to no avail

The light of your day gray upon white

Furious whispers are all you can muster

Clattering of pooled children gathered and release over dampened eves

Their hollow thuds celebrated upon cold concrete graves

Chasing and stalled streams of your ancestors litter the stoop

All flowing unsure to a common destination on lower ground

Streets half-heatedly glisten with your inadequate glaze

The crags and crevices of the city swallow and consume your every drop

Futile mists and scattered pellets gather your whits and regroup for the next assault

Dormant Spring

dormant bud

Time better spent.
Someone to share it with.

Dormant spring waits for rains of shared experience.

Looking in shallow gazes.
Meeting of eyes averted.

Waiting blossoms fragrant for no one.

Wishful thoughts drowned.
Unanswered dreams heavy burden.

Cultivating tireless hope in fields of imagined fruit.

Hand in hand embrace.
Securely remembered.

Seasons on hold in the absents of light.